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July 15 Bleeding Wolves 两年前，曾贴过一个类似的帖子，如今早已不知哪里去了。周末，偶然又听到这首《BRESSANONE》，思绪仿佛又回到了两年前的光景。
也是周末，也是一个人独自坐在窗前，点上一根烟，将音箱音量调到最大。大提琴，钢琴，架子鼓......，苍凉的歌声、悲壮的鼓点，特别是结尾近一分钟火车急驰而去的轰鸣声，无不掀动起你无法平静的心潮......
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you would be a sweet surrender
i must go the other way and my train will carry me onward though my heart would surely stay “
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背景介绍：
加拿大 育空河流域 狼群目睹着同伴 断气在人类枪下的 身影 它们的眼神中 没有恐惧 只露出一股沉静 那是原野上的傲气 天生的野性 随风而去吧。 在原野还能奔跑 血液尚未流尽之时 回首凝望 无法舔舐同伴的鲜血 就带着它的灵魂浪迹天涯 这就是狼…… （这段文字令我们痛心，我感觉要流泪） ”
或许，BRESSANONE代表的就是狼的那种荡气荒野的悲壮，一种永不屈服的傲气，一种浪迹天涯的豪迈。
“自然”“生命”，两个紧密衔接的主题，贯穿了人类的自始至终。
狼，作为一种非强非弱的种群，在人类的枪口下，带着同伴的灵魂浪迹于天涯，
而人类，却是无知的背着自己丑陋的灵魂浪迹于这个小小星球之上。 July 02 Tough life Sound of rain, sound of vehicle, sound of heart beating...
I turned on TV, went back to bedroom, and left it on in the sitting room.Many times, I know I am not interested in those boring programs, what I want is only some noise in this flat.
Outside window, it is nearly dark. In the sim light of street lamp,some giants are standing there, kissing wind and playing rain.Their heads are swaying back and forth. I really admire those old trees, standing there without feeling boring, no complaining. No matter heavy rain or strong sunshine, summer or winter,they just stand there, quietly becoming green, yellow, green.......
At lunch time, Mikko wanted to have a short break to Morrisons. I told him I was a little busy, possibly can't go with him as usual. I don't know why, sometimes I just want to stay alone, even if in office.
After work, on the way to railway station, only few people took the last shuttle. The old driver, as usual, drove very carefully. I closed my eyes, leaving my body moving following the bus. Empty, feelingless, only the heart still beats as a person. In the train, I squeezed myself to the corner of a long bench and looked at the grey sky. The train was moving, those black clouds were moving, I was also moving. Outside working railway station, the coach, heading to Heathrow airport, was quietly waiting its passengers. Tonight, who would take this coach to their destination, fly back to their home? Not me...
Seems from far away, again I saw the familar cooking smoke of every house, the familar lamplight waiting their people to home in the darkness, which filled my whole childhood, everyday after school in the evening.
July 01 吃在office 真是该死，现在经常是中英文夹杂在一起。说话，写blog......，如果真是中英文都很棒的话，我也知足了，可惜现在越来越感觉中文不中文了，英文不英文了。
闲话少说，言归正传：
说起一天三顿的吃，不能不提公司的食堂。
如果早上能赶上8:49am那班火车的话，我会在食堂关门的前5分钟冲进去，之后的20分钟是我的早餐时间。早餐选择的种类比较多，所以对我来说，早餐几乎可以赶上午餐了：两片烤面包加butter和honey，一份煎鸡蛋，两个harsh brown（不知中文是什么，其实就是一头宽一头窄的土豆丝饼），一个香肠，有时再加上一杯橙汁。有时即使不是很饿，也要去吃一些，毕竟中午那顿能否吃饱就是未知了。说到这，又不得不提起国内的早餐。上两次回北京时，早上倒时差睡不着觉，天没亮我就出去买豆腐脑和油条吃。由于吃的太多，以至于朋友夫妇觉得我在英国一定生活的比较艰苦，颇为同情。
午饭一般没有固定的时间，公司食堂从12:00到2:00一直对员工开放。两个食堂会提供不同风味的午餐，一般来说Building3里的味道会好些，但是要贵些，据说主要是因为Building3里经常会有一些外面来访的客人。用我的话说，食堂里有些食物是中看不中吃。chef会把一份饭摆的非常好看，但是只有盘心那么多，估计两口就没了。我一般都会选择提供部分自助那种，至少可以多取些蔬菜或者土豆条。记得有一次买香肠，我开玩笑似的和卖饭小女孩说，我的胃比较大，如果是提供三根我就买，两根就算了。结果小女孩神秘的对我说，她可以偷偷多给我一份......
日复一日，或许自己的胃已经失去了体味美味的基本功能。总之一句话，或许在这里满足了眼睛，那就也只好委屈一下胃了。
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